origins

*looks around blog*

well well...
this blog certainly has been around much longer than i expected
you know...
longer than a fad...
like friendster...
which seems to be kind of dying out...
which reminds me i better go check the stupid thing

i remember my first blog...
i think ...
it may have been something like...
let's see how long this lasts...

to think,
originally,
dah suggested that i use it as a tool
to deal with my depression in this strange land
well... it certainly has evolved has it not?

i'm no longer depressed
and i don't really need this blog anymore
as in... don't really need it anymore to express unhappy thoughts and feelings

well...
mayhaps its time to say goodbye?

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HAH!
did i get you all there??
you thought you won't have nasty lil chi blogging about nasty bitches anymore did you?
you thought..
OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO now who's going to be a bitch and tell the truth?

well...
the origin of this blog is as per stated for sure
and as per stated
it also sure has evolved
although in a sense it remains the same
as in i still use it to express the negative side in me
but of course
with some bright sparks and moments of light etc etc

but no my dearies...
dinna you ken,
i'm not leaving you all stranded in the middle of the wilderness of fakes and half truths..
dinna you ken my lasses and laddies
you will have more stories of the bitch and beyond
and of various other vagrants who pass through the lens of my eyes

and dah,
do you remember a promise i made you?
when i was all sad and stuff..
i sure kept it didn't i?
*proud smile*