the moment you've all been waiting for

well well..
some people move on
some people don't

some people can deal with
their frens having other frens they might like a whole bunch
i say
my frens are my frens
my frens frens are their frens
and not much to do with me

other people
they cannot deal with their frens befrending their..
archnemesis-es so to speak...
so they either
1) break off from these frens ( i know... some one out there is going wha the..)
2) make their frens choose sides

well..
choose if you wish
just remember it is not i who dragged you into the mess
i do not require you to choose sides
come on..
21'st century...
couple years over 20 already
i think i'm not so childish in that way
(although i do cling to other kiddy ways)

as for the person making them choose
you know me well... so you thought
you know i respect old frens alot
and they get away with a lot
but there is only so far you can go before you hit the ol' karmic wall

oh yes... just in case you are too free
and had nothing better to do than to spread the
'bad' words like you did to ppl you think matter to me alot...

ahem..
dear editor..
you probably were shown something that made you cringe
words that i felt were true
i wouldn't have written them if they were not bursting to get out
and i wouldn't have written them if i had not felt that truly reflects what i see
and in the same way..
i hope..
since (if you read that entry) you were so free to listen to the
hustling...
yes hustling..
of others..
i hope you will also be free enough to look thru other entries
and find that something else i wrote about you
which shows the flipside of what i think about you...

you know.. since you always told me..
look out for both sides of the story..
so similarly..
there are two sides to that entry
the search word? "editor"

as for you
"old friend"
two words..
grow up

and the one who was made to choose
well.. at least you gave me a chance to respond
thanks for that
i hope you well
and all the best for your life
and just remember i don't really care who you choose to befriend..
i never did

ok..
for now that is more than enough said..
over something so silly like that...
i felt rather like a stupid kid having to write things like this
which if you really knew me that well..
you would've already understood

meanwhile..
i'd like to rejoin the real world
and go shopping

;)
ciaoz babes