phone card

this week,
i was relatively happy
things were settled or so i tot

i went and bot a phonecard
thinking of all the things we would talk about
gleeful that the card was also on discount HAHA

but i guess it was not to be.

my phone card will now begin to collect dust
it will be sitting in that corner not to be used for a long time
i guess

its funny,
you can give others so many chances
you can let them try so many times

yet when you want it
they can have the guts to say no to you
even after all that you have done for them

you can try for them
then they will just give up on you

oh well
so it was
that since i was born

i would be told a big lie
then i would believe in it
and be betrayed

then i would say to myself
never again
and never more

then someone else would come along
and make me believe in that lie
and i would be betrayed..
again

i wish they wouldn't
but i guess my bracelet,
along with tau tau have to go

i hereby renounce my queen of the island title
with it my tau tau status

it hurts but someone doesn't care what i want
and so what does it matter?

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