Fragmented mind (another interlude)

yes yes i know... the cat
where is the cat..
i'm still in outer space so..
you guys just have ta wait a lil beety bit longer
be patient OK

besides my mind is just too fragmented to write the cat justice right now
whadda i mean by that?
well..

i'm thinking...
do you think i'm an alcoholic?
perhaps you know
what makes an alcoholic an alcoholic really?
do you have to consume alcohol everyday to be an alcoholic?
or do u just have to lust after it to be an alcoholic?
who's an alcoholic out there?
hmmm
who's not?

at the same time
i just read a blog on some blogger saying she got recognised in the streets
yeah..
so there's blogs out there which are really popular
so the blogger becomes known too..
and sometimes they put their booby/dick-y(??) pics on
sometimes they are just decent ppl looking to write a bit
sometimes they are looking for some fame
so she was happy
whatever
would i be happy?
it actually never occured to me blogging may cause you to be recognised in the streets
(thank god i din put up a pic here)
and it wasn't my intention in the first place

well..
having had a little taste of fame
i don't like it
i'm actually still a very private person
thank you very much
sooooo
nah... dun think i'll be happy
besides i din put up my gorgeous airbrushed pic up
you know.. the one with my skirt up to there
and legs kang kang kind...
with low cut blouse
yeah... fan blowing my hair

so my current client doesn't know what the
FUCK
is going on

goddam


besides did you hear bout the new pope
may he have a nice reign as pope and change the world
for the better

and this computer is hot

and some ppl don't like it that i use my boyfren's com when i'm at his place
HAH
tough (thats a preview to the cat btw)

and there's some
mooooooo-ing business going on

god pls let me stay awake on friday to
mooooooooooooooooooooooooo

and so that has been my mind kind of
for the past two days

and the irritating part is..
it applied to when i was at work too
rendering me totally incompetent
specially since i was facing a thoroughly incompetent client
PLUS a thoroughly incompetent team 'mate'

pls can some one glue my brains back together?

i'd like to go on a holiday
massage thrown in please...

does not liking being famous/recognised in the streets
make me a non-normal person?
i mean..
everyone else seems to like it
crave for it
sell ass oso can kind
but i hate it
i guess i must be weird that way
but then again..
i never said i was normal either!
HAH

nites
i need to find some brain glooooo